Help me get over you

Haaayyy...
I know that this wound will bleed again 
Now I’m here right beside the one I love 
I see he’s in love with someone else 
Now I know I just got to let him go 
Because it’s over, Help me get over 

Chorus: 
I don’t know what to do 
There is no easy way of letting go 
But I know there’s no sense 
In holding on too much to something fading 
Help me, Help me 
Help me get over you 

Now I see, You’re so happy with her 
Deep inside I just don’t know what to feel 
Oh, I’m sure, You don’t need me anymore 
So I’ll go on, Try my best to just move on 
Now that it’s over, I got to get over 

(Repeat Chorus) 

Bridge: 
I know I’ve got to leave it all behind 
Somehow I’ll try to get you off my mind 
So tell me what to do 
Help me get over… 

(Repeat Chorus) 

Help me get over you… 

Nakakapagod maghanap ng habambuhay kung alam mo namang sa ending hindi happily ever after... Sa life story naman ng kagaya kong bading walang happy ending.. Pero bakit ba gustong gusto nating magpaulit-ulit..
"Nagbabakasakali lang naman...

Should we stay or should we say goodbye
Walk away or give it one more try
What a waste to let our dreams just fly
And as the days go by
We'll always wonder why.

Are we glad to find one day we're free
Is this what we really want to be
Brand new lives, we need to have so much
It really is quite tough
When love is not enough.

Tell me why did we find each other
Only to part ways in the end
Tell me how we learned to love each other
And tell me why two people have to change.

Was it pride that made made us drift away
Hurting words we should not even say
Hold my hand and look straight in my eyes
If we can't say goodbye
.. Then we're worth one more try.

Sabi nga ni Mareng Kuh "If we cant say goodbye then we're worth one more try"
Totoo nga ba??
Syempre ikaw naman ang makakapagsabi nun..  Hindi lang Once, twice, trice ka na nag-try.. Ang ending mabubulag at mabibingi ka rin naman.. Ikaw ang nagdecide kaya sarili mo rin ang sisisihin mo in the end. Kasi nga.. sarili mong desisyon un.. Kaya wala kang dapat sisihin...

Aliwin na lang sarili sa ibang bagay.. kagaya ng mga public service.. Nakatulong ka na sa publiko... Nakatulong ka pa sa sarili mo.. Masaktan at masugatan na ang ibang parte ng katawan mo, hindi naman ang puso mo...

Palagi na nga lang ako naa-filliate sa mga sumusunod.
a.Tatay
b.Tambay
c.Tambay na tatay..

I have this kalandian.. Hindi sya tambay... hindi sya tatay.. Brokenhearted sya.. Kais nga mag-aasawa na dapat.. For the very first time, may lalaking naghatid sakin sa bahay... Then we kissed...  Kinancel ko ang "appointment" ko ng publice service dahil sa kanya.. Ewan siguro dala lang ng alak.. Ang huling lalaking minahal ko naman eh never pa nagawa sakin ung kissed pero pag lasing sya, damang dama ko na ayaw nya ko mapunta sa iba. In short, nararamdaman kong mahal nya ko pag me spirit sya ng alak. 
Peor kinabukasan na nga, etong soon-to-get-married-guy ayun... Okay pa.. Pero ndi ko na sya naramdaman mula kahapon.. Siguro talagang ganun..

Tama na muna to.. Magbabalik na lang ako... Pag nagsimula na  itong pasimulang bagong kwento...
Pero for now.. takot pa ko..